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hello

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hey dudes, dont usually feel the need to make these kind of updates but ive been p inactive online (dA, tumblr, skype, etc) esp w uploading art so for anyone that's curious no im not dead n no i have not given up on art, art is my life n is probs the main reason for my inactivity
lemme try n summarise this shite

from september to now my life has been v v hectic n unusual, experienced so many new things w starting college as an art student as well as how much i believe ive changed ranging from my interests, appearance, to how i perceive things
im a v busy person now n only rly get one day off to myself a week n even then i gotta do shite
n no its not a bad thing at all im actually so grateful for it!
ofc not everything is perfect but i feel completely different to how i did the start of last year which is wonderful
ive become more of an extrovert, found a lot of beauty in ugly from art to towns (never realised how nice my town can be at 4am), positive vibes, ive fallen in love w someone who loves me back, art students are fuckin lit, i love love love expressing myself n being odd, enjoying metal a lot more, n the coffee consumption has only increased 
i havent cried in a long time which feels v good n mentally im doing a lot better
however level 3 art n design requires a loooottttt of work like holy fuck as well as balancing it w a social life n being a waitress is hard so i'll admit ive neglected my personal art for long enough
hopefully within the next few months once deadlines n shit are done i can return to my own work since i have a big summer break which im excited for!! 
this journal v long n unorganised my apologies just want to get everything out of my head n onto paper but thanku to those who still continue to stick w me y'all are fuckin sick 
recently made instagram which u can follow me @ sad.soup
n if any of u wanna contact me or just chat feel free to add my skype @ sad-soup ! lot more active there aye
seeya kids stay safe
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meme journal 2

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tagged by the beautiful n talented iNuts go check em out i love them

1) since when can you draw?
uh i was always drawing n making things as a kid but i only rly got into art when i was about 10

2)if i ever come to where you live, will you feed me cheese?
absolutely

3)how many ocs do you have?
i don't have enough fingers to count

4)which one is your favorite?
what kind of mother would i be to choose a favourite child

5)what kind of food do you like eating?
anything sweet, sushi

6)you likey the candy?
me love the candy

7) do you know Cowboy Bebop? ( ill smooch you if you do )
u bet ur sweet ass i do

8) do you have a favorite artist?
nope!! i like a lot of different artists for different reasons

9) whats your aesthetic? like, im serious.
bad

10) what are your kind of colors?
i like almost every colour depending on where it's used but when it comes to my fashion sense i usually stick to black n dark red

11) will you smooch the ghost?
don't call me a necrophiliac for no reason haha am i right kids please help me

12) would you ever consider adopting?
uh idk about a child it means i'd have to feed it n it'd probs make noise idk if i can deal with that

13) you stil goin 2 skool?
just finished high school n starting college next month n im there till im 18 hurrah



guilty or innocent meme ooh 


1. Asked someone to marry you?
guilty do it all the time

2. Kissed one of your friends?
guilty hell yeah

3. Danced on a table in a bar?
innocent

4. Ever told a lie?
guilty as fuck

5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
guilty thank god that shit is over now

6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
guilty son

7. Kissed a picture?
guilty

8. Slept in until 5 PM?
innocent?? i think?

9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
GUILTY!!! used to all the time in class

10. Held a snake?
innocent

11. Been suspended from school?
innocent

12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
innocent

13. Stolen something?
not that i remember???? innocent??

14. Been fired from a job?
innocent

15. Done something you regret.
GUILTY

16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
guilty, it was dr.pepper n that shit fuckin burnt

17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
why would someone ever be guilty of this i

18. Kissed in the rain?
innocent?? kissed my friends in a tent when it rained how about that son

19. Sat on a roof top?
guilty

20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
innocent? ??

21. Sang in the shower?
guilty

22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
innocent 

23. Shaved your head?
innocent

24. Slept naked?
guilty did that shit the other night it's been hot bro

25. Had a boxing membership?
innocent wtf

26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
guilty oops

27. Been in a band?
innocent, was asked to join one tho

28. Shot a gun?
guilty

29. Donated Blood?
innocent 

30. Eaten alligator meat?
innocent

31. Eaten cheesecake?
guilty as fuck

32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
nah the only person i love is shitpigeon 

33. Have/had a tattoo?
innocent but want them in the future

34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
usually tell my closest friends n then i'm over it in about a week l0l

35. Been too honest?
v guilty sorry

36. Ruined a surprise?
innocent?? i think??

37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
? ? ?? ? innocent

38. Erased someone in your friends list?
guilty probably

39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
?? ??? 

40. Joined a pageant?
iinnocent

41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
i hope ppl mean it holy heck

42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
guilty, occasionally we speak??

43. Cheated on someone?
innocent

44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
GUILTY, I WENT INTO MY ENGLISH EXAM HUNGOVER N GOT A FUCKING A* SUCK IT I NEVER EVEN READ THE BOOK WE STUDIED OR REVISED

45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
innocent damn

46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
guilty!!!

47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
guilty lol

48. Thought about suicide?
*finger guns*

49. Thought about murder?
? ??

50. How about Mass Murder?
innocent the fuck

51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
innocent 

52. Stalked someone?
innocent

53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend
guilty
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yo kids made a new twitter idk how often i'll use it but i'll try - twitter.com/lizardtoast ;
also i am done w exams thank u lord!!!! hope ur all doin well

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tagged by the talented Labyrinth77!! go check out their stuff theyre super cool!!

Rules:
Tag 8 ppl you want to know better!

Name:
kaitlin, usually go by kait, soup, disappointment

Star sign:
aquarius *finger guns*

Average hours of sleep:
idk i have irregular naps

Lucky Number?:
7 or 12? ???

Last thing I googled:
chihuahua roll 

Favorite fictional character:
oh fuck i hav a lot esp from anime, i rly love integra hellsing 

What are you wearing now?:
black hoodie n skinny jeans 

When did you start this account?:
may 16th 2010, turnin 6 this year oh fuck its gone quick

Amount of watchers:
936 wtf i didnt even know thanku holy shit??

What do I post?:
regret

Do I run any more blogs:
yeah got my shitpost blog (sad-soup.tumblr.com) n my art blog (sad-sugar.tumblr.com)

Do I get alot of comments:
i get more than enough n im grateful for them all

Why did I choose this username:
im sad n i like soup also



im fuckin lazy 2 tag, feel free to do this n comment!!


thanks brastiel u bitch suck my dick

I have to post these rules.
Each person has to share 13 things about them.
Answer the 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will have to answer. 
Choose 13 people.
You have to legitimately tag 13 people. 
You can't say you don't do tags. 
Tag-backs are ALLOWED.
YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry. 

1.) i fucking love mayonnaise
2.) lizard lord 
3.) recently found out that anchovies was a type of fish and not a vegetable?????????????/
4.) i've been drunk these past 3 weekends
5.) i have 3 cats, 2 dogs, 3 chickens+ducks n a fuck ton of fish
6.) i've met fall out boy
7.) my whole room is anime
8.) i only ever wear black
9.) if i have anything sour/strong my left eye twitches 
10.) i don't care about football
11.) i never get enough sleep
12.) i have the fucking worst attention span im sorry
13.) i make noises all the time??? ? 

1) true or false?? : you are a fuck
si
2) who is your favourite artist on dA right now?
i hav a lot? ?? i odont know ive been neglecting art a lot lately
3) what song(s) have you been into recently?
recently bought grimes'+porter robinson's newest album so most tracks from that, tame impala's stuff uh ye
4) fav colour?
red+black
5) what was the last film you saw in the cinema?
deadpool n i fucking loved it
6) favourite singer of all time?
oh fuck me i fuckin love brian molko's + maynard james keenan's voices are so soothing n inspiring, brendon urie's+patrick stump's fuckin vocal range holy shit ah hh fck idk i love a lot??
7) r u okay?
probably???
8) who or what inspires you?
colour schemes, lyrics, dreams/random quotes i think of, fashion, mood
9) where do you see yourself in 5 years?
screaming
10) what the fuck is going on?
im askin the same thing
11) where do u think chris-chan is rn?
i was watchin their vids the other day n i think they're happy ???
12) what is your all-time favourite film?
flushed away
13) are you supertitious?
i'm very very interested in the supernatural although i feel like a lot of things can be backed up by logic and evidence BUT i think it's very possible for such things to exist

I am under 18.
I am a cuddler. 
I am a morning person.
I am an only child.
I am currently in my pajamas.
I am currently pregnant.
I am left handed.
l am right handed.
I am ambidextrous.
I bite my nails.
I can be paranoid at times.
I enjoy folk music.
I enjoy smoothies.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I have a car. 
I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
I have a hidden talent. 
I have a pet.
I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl. 
I have all my grandparents.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have or had broken a bone.
I have bathed someone. 
I have changed a diaper.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have had major/minor surgery.

I have killed another person. 
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have rejected someone before. 
I love sleeping.
I love to shop.

I own 100 CDs or more.
I own and use a library card.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep alot during the day.
I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
I work at a job that I enjoy. 
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I am wearing socks.
I am tired.
I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.

I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

I HAVE/HAD:
Finished college. 
Smoked cigarettes.
Ridden every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a concert.
Helped someone.

Spun turn tables.
Watched four movies in one night.
Been broken up with.
Taken a college level course. 
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Been in a hurricane.
Been in a cyclone
Been in a earthquake.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Ran a marathon.
Spent over $200 in one day. 
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on. 
Written a 10 page letter.
Had a best friend. 
Lost someone you loved.

Skipped school.
Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.

Stolen books from the library. 
Been in a mental hospital. 
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Fired a gun. 
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins. 
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn’t have. 
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.

Taken a taxi.
Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.

Had a hamster.
Dyed your hair.
Had something pierced.
Gotten straight A’s. 
Been handcuffed. 

NATURAL HAIR COLOUR:
Light brown.
Medium brown.
Dark brown.
Blond.
Black.
Dirty blonde.
Strawberry blond.
Multicolored.
Red.

EYE COLOUR:
Brown.
Dark Brown.
Blue.
Green.
Hazel.
Light brown.
Grey.

PEOPLE LABEL ME:
Slut.
Boyish. 
Colorful.
Ugly.
Nerd.

BIGGEST FEARS:

Spiders/other insects.
Slimy things.
Dying/Afterlife.
Doctor/dentist appointments. 
Hospitals.
Needles.
Disease. 
Being alone in the dark. 
Heights/Falling
Small spaces. 
Oceans/large bodies of water. 
Large animals.
Small animals.
Open spaces.
Lightning/Fire.
Tornadoes.
Clustered holes.  
Bodily fluids.
Corpses.
Thunder/loud noises.

I HAVE:
A friend with benefits.
A laptop in my room.
A television in my room.
Good grades.
My own car.
A dog.
A cat.
A game console.


tagged by this queer MidniightStars 

1) If you could marry any fictional character in the world, who would it be and why?
i have a lot of characters i fucking love but most of them are deranged in some way?? ?? feel like saitama would treat me right tho
2) Favorite birb
i lov owls n ravens n crows n fuck i love birds
3) What kind of phone do you have?
iphone 4s i also eat sticks and dont know what a shower is
4) Favorite dank meme
dont
5) How did you get involved in your last fandom?
idk what my last fandom was tbh??? n probs bcos tumblr or some bs
6) What are you about to do right now?
finish this meme n go take a piss
7) Who is your problematic fave?
shitpigeon 
8) What is your twisted desire?
send me to the moon n just leave me there
9) What would you wear in the zombie apocalypse?
ooh probs my docs, black ripped jeans, black halter neck/turtle neck n my black coat w the fur hood n my crucifix necklace
10) Which art movement or artist do you relate to most?
shit man i rly love art nouveau, pop art, n a fuckin ton others?? ?? ? ah h shit theres so many idk??
11) Favorite nickname
bitch
12) Favorite song atm

13) What comes to mind when you hear the word "dust"?
my anime figures

tagged by smelly neckbeard CynderNightingale 
1) Purple or naw?
heck ye 
2) Who is your best friend on deviantART
far too many holy heck
3)Chocolate or vanilla?
vanilla bcos im basic
4) Link me to your favorite character in your gallery
i love all my children ? ?? ? it depends on my mood??
5) Link me to your favorite character in someone else's gallery?
shit i know a bunch of characters i rly love?? but im scared of sayin ?? ?

tagged by the smelly Rancidire thanku poopy pants

1. Where are you from?
wales

2. Cats or dogs?
both r precious but i relate more w cats

3. Rock or Rap?
primarily rock 

4. Of all your characters, who is your personal favorite?
fuck i love them all)): i rly love bon bon tho bcos she fun to draw n cute

5. What video games or movies are you looking forward to this year?
KUNG FU PANDA 3

6. Where is Waldo?
HIS NAME IS WALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7. Care to share your first deviation vs your most recent?
Blaze By 777sassycat by sad-soup green for jealousy by sad-soup
oh no

8. What helps motivate you to draw?
my inevitable demise

9. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
in a ditch. not dead, just resting

10. Coffee or tea?
coffee

11. Favorite pizza toppings?
Sergeant-Mittens 

12. Where does one go to find the dankest of memes?
death

13. Why?
existential crisis time 

i am 2 fucking lazy 2 write questions nor tag ppl im so sorry

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dox brastiel 

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